I don’t have the strength for this; not me. Your eyes look up at me in wonder and awe, but I’m not deserving; not me. You follow me around, doing what I do, but I’m not deserving; not me. All you want from me is my time and attention, and I push you aside for others. I’m not deserving to be who God has called me to be. Stop looking up to me, because I’m not deserving. Look higher…to the only One who will never disappoint you. I don’t have the strength for this. Not me.